Hello David,
I firmly support everything you are trying to
do. I don't know how many times I have wished that tobacco sales would be
banned. I am 46 years old and a smoker. My parents both smoked when
I was a child (they are both 71 now and my father has quit but my mother
continues to smoke). My mother smoked when she was pregnant with me and I
started smoking when I was 13. So, essentially, I have always been
addicted to nicotine (as far as I can see it).
I decided that I would quit when I was 23.
I thought it would be easy - you just quit! And I did. First, I got
insomnia - day after day I couldn't sleep (I'd never had a sleepless night
before that). I started hyperventilating all of the time and then
I got bronchial pneumonia and I couldn't eat. I then developed
agoraphobia (probably from a combination of not sleeping or eating). I had
to quit my job. I had a nervous breakdown and I didn't know what to do or
where to turn. I didn't understand what was happening to me.
I continued not to smoke. My life had become a total
mess.
I understand now that there could have been
things to help me do this easier, but at that time they were not as
prevalent or I was not so aware that I needed them. I felt so alone.
I could have made it but because my withdrawl was so severe, I eventually
went back to smoking, and after a much longer time - got my life back
together. I knew that smoking cigarettes wasn't going to make it all
better but I didn't know how to function without the nicotine. I am still
an insomniac 23 years later and must take something to help me sleep - most
of the time.
I can't play sports anymore and get winded
from a short walk. I have lost a lot of my quality of life because
of smoking and will probably lose more if I don't quit soon. One
thing I do know is that if tobacco were banned, I would quit
smoking! I realize that initially there would be a black market but
eventually it would phase out. In place of banning
tobacco, there would probably be huge programs set into place that
would help the masses quit and there wouldn't be the temptation at every street
corner to go back to it. There wouldn't be the people who
still smoke (after you, yourself have quit) to watch and envy the
look on their faces as they inhale their addictive nicotine (or the smell
that you have been long addicted to).
And so I, as a smoker, fully support
everything you are doing, but I know you are up against the giants of the
tobacco industry who become rich at our expense and have no intention of giving
that all away! I don't know if you will make it in my lifetime
but I would like to say that for the future, it would be a spectacular thing and
would change the face of so many things in our
existence. The fact that something so terrible could be legal,
proves how this is the most powerful drug on our planet - so
powerful that it continues to infiltrate generation after generation.
Something, someone or many of us have to find a way to be more
powerful than this industry and I applaud you for trying.
Please realize that for the most part - smoking
is not a conscious thing and that no one who smokes intentionally wants to take
anyone else down with them (so I think killing is a harsh word to use) -
they don't even want to take themselves down (it's not intential suicide
either). They just don't know how to live without it - and for the
smattering of programs and stop smoking aids around, it just isn't enough.
So, I am totally for the ban - and the sooner the better!
Thanks,
S****